رحلتي من الشك الى الايمان

Everything in today's world carries within it something that leads us to doubt and believe at the same time! .. This "science" and its wide horizons may tempt some to look at religion as if in its absence it is something of an ancient superstition.. and some may see in it a sure and direct reason for its ability The One Creator, the Almighty, is an application of the saying of God Almighty, “Only those who fear God are scholars among His servants.” Here we find in the picture doubt and certainty born from the same point, but after that they are two paths that will never meet. out of the way. The journey between the two extremes requires a strong will, an enlightened mind, and a healthy heart.. It may then require a great ability to explain, debate, and describe what happened in terms of the coup and equilibrium that follows it. The darkness reaches its end with the light dispersing, so he tastes the sweetness of faith, and he tells us about it in this book, rather in all his books. And in this book, we find him holding on to the issue of “God” the Almighty, following it from the point of atheism or disbelief in the Divine Essence... all the way to belief in it and attachment heart and soul to everything that is related to that.

I refused to worship God because I worshiped myself and admired the flash of light that began to flash in my mind with the opening of consciousness and the beginning of the awakening from the cradle of childhood.

This psychological state was behind the dialectical scene that is repeated every day.. I also lost sight of the principles of logic while I was dealing with logic, and I did not realize that I was contradicting myself when I acknowledged the Creator and then said, Who created the Creator, so I make of him a creature at the time when I call him a Creator, which is the very same sophistry.

Then, saying a first cause of existence requires that this cause be necessary to exist in itself and is not dependent and does not need anything else in order for it to exist. As for the cause being in need of a cause, this makes it one of the chains of causation and does not make it a first cause.

These are the dimensions of the philosophical issue that led Aristotle to say the first cause and the first engine of existence.

These dimensions were not clear in my mind at the time.

I had not yet known who Aristotle was, nor what the first laws of logic and dialectic were.

It took me thirty years, immersed in books, and thousands of nights of solitude, contemplation, dialogue with oneself, reconsideration, then reconsideration, reconsideration... Then turning thoughts in every way to cross the thorny path from God and man to the riddle of life, to the riddle of death, to what I am writing today from Words on the path of certainty. It wasn't easy.. because I didn't want to take it easy.

If I had listened to the voice of instinct and let intuition lead me, I would have relieved myself from the trouble of argument..and instinct would have led me to God..but I came at a time when everything was complicated and the voice of instinct was weak until it became a whisper and the voice of reason became louder until it became arrogance and arrogance..and the mind is excused for its extravagance When he sees himself standing on a huge pyramid of achievements, and when he sees himself as a donor to civilization, including industry, electricity, missiles, planes, and submarines, and when he sees himself breaking into land, sea, air, water, and what is under the water. On what he knows and what he does not know.